happy in the midst of me

Yourself is the biggest enemy ever...

It's not the devil, nor time, nor others, but it's you...your biggest enemy. It's our ego whose we fight with. This couple weeks (not days anymore) almost couple months... i ruin my own pray schedules... It's a little frustrated.... Since i'm really lost myself in my own translation...

Almost everywhere i heard about the end of time... But day by day i start doubting myself... And indirectly i doubting my Lord, since He the One whose created me... And yes, it's hard for someone (not just me) to keep something that he/she already reached. Some victory already i reached with my God, my Lord... but to keep it...later i found it's really hard. Specially when i have to divided my time between my Lord and my family.

But it seems i have to force myself to back... nope... but to get closer again to God. Even if i have to walking prayer... i find it's hard also... but i believe, if that is His will, than i will be able to do it.... Alleluia!!

Now.... i need to take enough rest... (hope so it's enough)

Nighty night

xoxo

JCbu