Happy...happy sleepy me

I'm absoultly feel happy right now. It's all because a man that i met at one networking site that i've joined with. From simple conversation at YM than simple talk at phone it flow to be this kind of relationship.
He make me smile every time we talk at the phone. But unfortunally, we can't be together the reason is simple, both of us has a really different believes. It's hard for me... but probably too fast for me to judge this relationship. We'll see...

And for now, almost every second i miss him, my lovely kuyuz....

Happy confusing mE!!!

New Year ... new adventure....new lover (hope so ).....
but....I still can't forget him. I think it gonna be harder then before. Coz he lives next door. AAAAAAAArrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so, so, confusing me. I can get him (maybe) cause he already owned by a girl from his hometown. Poor me ^^
But still, this year gonna be my brightest year in mylife. mAybe, mayBE, i gonna marrige this year also finish my study, and go overboard.....

Caiiyoooooo!!!!