Love him even more...

HUuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh



He made me crazy inside. Tiga hari berturut-turut melihat dirinya membuatku makin mencintainya. UUUUrrrgggghhhhh........keseluruhannya membuat hatiku makin tidak menentu.

Membuatku bingung apakah ini yang namanya jatuh cinta atau cuma suka semata...?



Mumet jadinya. Dia menambah beban pikiranku, yang sudah mulai penuh. Aku ingin melupakannya, tetapi sulit bagiku untuk melakukannya. Aku hanya bisa mendiamkan dirinya untuk saat ini. Aku tidak ingin mengejarnya. Aku takut ketika aku mengejarnya, aku justru akan kehilangan dirinya...... Biarlah semua seperti biasanya. Biarlah waktu yang menjawab. Bila ternyata dia adalah jodohku, seberapa jauhpun jarak memisahkan kami, pasti akan bersatu juga pada akhirnya. Dan untuk itu hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Just realize it.....

Saw him this two day in arow, made me realize that i love him, even more.....



I thought i can forget him easily... but now i realize that i love him even more......



This is dilemma for me....three guys i love at the same time..



But he the one i see for real, that i love him even more than before



The end of my love journey still a mistery...



who will be my future husband, also still a mistery....



For now i'm enjoying every love that come to me

HapPy haPpy CalLinG

Now i'm really happy, cause yesterday, suprisingly, he call me...

The Romanian boy call me. Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Miss him so much.

HaPpy CRazy PeopLez

I'm back in my old habits, to go and fly in the chatting's world. It's been three years after my last chit-chat with others people in the world of web. But this is more shocking me. i neVer guesS thaT my pictureS will be sensationaL (for me) in the imesh world.

So many peopLe (specially the oldeR one, which made me ScaRe enough) that see my profile, just an ordinary profile, than praise the smile, the eyes, the chick of mine, which all of those i have because of God's grace.

But that not the worse one. The worse, i have recieve for about two wedd proposal (i didn't believe it at all), two naked guys web cam (i didn't see it either), one love proposal, one broken heart proposal, three one-night-standing relation (hahahahahahaha).... Makes me realize, how crazy the people in web wide world.

But the best part of all, i can learn and now how the people. The way of their thinking, the way of how they see a relationship for life. How they talk to other, what word they do for flitring. What they doing for life. And others.

Hope, i can make alot of friend in real and unreal life ^^

i love my family, i love my friend, i love my soulmate (even never see him), but most of all, I love my GOD, that makes everything (good and bad) happen in my life, so my life can be more colorful.

sarang haeyo...

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HaPpY stRess

Now, the month and season comes. So alot of thing that on my mind. From my own study live, the sunday school (i have alot of burden for this one), the future (still wondering who he is), my other future (job, even i know my future so bright), and also the others.

Stressful, indeed. But in other side, i feel the joy when i have to face it. Cause even it's stressful, i can learn something..wait... not just something but alot of thing. ^^~

Not just learn something new, i also have to figure out the best way to manage everything. that makes be more toughful. bua hahahahahahhaaaaaaa........... ^^

Now i try to enjoy every seconds and every minute that i have ^^

Gbu